Sheryl's Memories

I chose this song as the song for my wedding dinner entrance. As my fiance is not a christian, I can’t get marry in church. We have agreed to have this song along with my father bringing me into the hall handing me to him just like in the church to fulfill my dream.

I love you, the love of my life
I need you, our love is right
I’ve found the one that my soul loves
No other love means so much

I prayed to my God for a heart to keep
He gave me the one, He knew my needs
Over and over this love is sweet
I recognize the joy that makes our love complete
God gave you to me

You’re the one I prayed for long ago
Fearless trust I never thought I’d know
I’ve found the answer to my dreams
My eyes were opened to love’s mystery

I prayed to my God for a heart to keep
He gave me the one, He knew my needs
Over and over this love is sweet
I recognize the joy that makes our love complete
God gave you to me

The love of my life…

I love you, the love of my life
I need you, our love is right
I’ve found the one that my soul loves
No other heart gives so much
God gave you to me

You’re the one I love
You are the love of my life

My heart to strive seems to be demotivated by some words that discourages. I have never felt this way before. Do I belong to where am I now? Am I interested in this area? Can they try to understand other people’s feeling? Do  they always look differently towards those below their expectation? I can feel that my thoughts no longer stay strong as I used to be. I am so lost seeking for my ownself. Perhaps I needed extra time to adjus

Do I really need to care about others? Am I all by myself? My heart is telling me that I am not alone, I have my patients with me. My objectives are to maintain safety and health of my patient. I want them to get well and be happy while in the hospital.

Some will not understand and assuming that I should know all. Truthfully I am out of touch with so many things and i felt ashamed but I hid it within me without showing it out. I bug them with silly questions. Some will think I am stupid.

But then come to think of it, this is a challenge to build  me up and I shall accept it. Do not bother what other thinks and say!!!

I shall find back my optimistic soul of mine!!

Have you ever discover something that you did not expect it to happen? I did and it gave me a real shocked. I wasn’t expecting things to turn out that way. It was ironic but true. These discoveries made me gave a deep thought about something else. But as usual, no answer to it unless I will have to ask the respective person in order to solve my queries. And then again, it is impossible as it has became the history long long time ago.

I would like to share a few quotes with everyone out there –

‘One change makes way for the next, giving us the opportunity to grow’ by Vivian Buchan.

It is so true. This quote reflects my life and I thank to that one change.

‘Coming together is a beginning, Keeping together is progress, Working together is success’ by Henry Ford

‘Kindness in words creates confidence, Kindness in thinking creates profundity, Kindness in giving creates love’ by Lao Tse

All this build the best of us.

Yesterday, my hubbie bought me a PSP as my upcoming birthday gift. I was so shocked! I didn’t think he was buying it for me as I thought he wanted it for himself. Anyway, I only chose a few games and mostly I let him chose his game. It was so kind of him to buy me PSP as I long for it for quite sometime already. It’s a good package comes with a 4GB MC (but we upgrade to 8GB), a screen protector, a cover (either plastic or rubber -  we chose the rubber one) and also free 6 games. Then we bought additional accessories like a pouch and a earphone. It was great. From the moment I finished charging for 8hours. I started playing The Sims 2 until now…haha…it was great. I can’t wait to buy the camera so I can Skype with my sister online. O can play game and also look for walkthrough through the internet facility in it.

Next is Nitendo Ds. My mom wanted to buy the PSP but I said it’s seems a bit complicated for her. Haha..she also wanna play game maybe I will spend sometime with her in between that 1 month and teach her how to operate the computer so we can chat online next time when I start work at Singapore.

Back to game!!!

Last Friday, Mum and I shopped around at Ikea. Then mum wanted to buy a picture to hang at the wall near the entrance door. So we went around to spot for something nice and cheap but then everything that mum saw was very expensive. So I ended up asking mum to bring down sister’s picture and frame it. Then she said she don’t want. Once again we walked around and we found something that both of us like so much. Ended up buying it. Came back and helped mum to hang it up on the wall.

Another decoration joined our family.

It sound so unique that everyone will be smilling and felt joyful listenning to it. A sound that is so loud and sharp through our ears driving our brain go crazy. Still this sound is so unique everyone is happy to hear it and giving a smile in return. It is so touching that even sometimes we shed tears looking and listenning to it. This moment is so precious and memorable. After all the hard work, finally we could hear the first sound, the perfect unique sound. They have work together with those loved ones throughout the 38weeks.
Whenever I hear it, I felt so satisfied and happy. Exchanging smile with each other.
Congratulating for the success!
The sound of the very first cry from the new born baby.