Wedding dress dreams June 14, 2009
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I just had a good rest after my night shift, had a migraine in the morning so my plans for today was all messed up. Didn’t manage to go to PC Show at Suntec CC but spent sometime browsing through the web for wedding dress. i found a few that I adore.
There is this one I fell in love with it on my first lay
This dress is so unique. I really hope to be able to find this dress for my wedding, else will have to have it tailor out. I heard tailoring at Guangzhou is cheap.
This one is the other one that I adore, look at the patterns on the top its simple and unique. Outstanding. Then look at thee flow of the dress…it makes the bride look so princess like and gorgeous.
This one is simple one but I like the bottom of the dress it looks unique… simple and nice.
Lastly but not least….I love this dress a lot…the pattern is so attractive, just nice not too many pattern. Wish I could find this dress too…Dress hunting starts!
The song I chose for my wedding entrance… June 9, 2009
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I chose this song as the song for my wedding dinner entrance. As my fiance is not a christian, I can’t get marry in church. We have agreed to have this song along with my father bringing me into the hall handing me to him just like in the church to fulfill my dream.
I love you, the love of my life
I need you, our love is right
I’ve found the one that my soul loves
No other love means so much
I prayed to my God for a heart to keep
He gave me the one, He knew my needs
Over and over this love is sweet
I recognize the joy that makes our love complete
God gave you to me
You’re the one I prayed for long ago
Fearless trust I never thought I’d know
I’ve found the answer to my dreams
My eyes were opened to love’s mystery
I prayed to my God for a heart to keep
He gave me the one, He knew my needs
Over and over this love is sweet
I recognize the joy that makes our love complete
God gave you to me
The love of my life…
I love you, the love of my life
I need you, our love is right
I’ve found the one that my soul loves
No other heart gives so much
God gave you to me
You’re the one I love
You are the love of my life
Sudden depression June 9, 2009
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I start to think whether am I making the right decision. Is this how I want my life to be? Is he the right person to share my life with?
From the view of outsider, we seems to be like a happy couple and the best couple. Are we really happy deep down, only both of us know.
Sudden low mood has drove me into my deep thoughts. Should I ask for something more that I should have? Rather than just thinking all for him.
It’s true my closest friend once said I am always doing and thinking just for him, but does it worth? I answered her it worth as he loves for me alot. Her reply if it worth he wouldn’t want you to be doing it all by yourself.
It strike me in deep thought that why am I doing all these for him, LOVE…..why am I always putting him in the priority rather than myself? Why do I sacrifice everything for him? LOVE….
Sometimes I felt rather tiring, repeating all over again, explaining to him over and over again. Still he doesn’t get it. He feels its something silly to think over it. It doesn’t need to spend so much time to think over it as tomorrow a brand new day and everything will be just fine as it is. Do not need to waste energy or time on it to make things better.
I was thinking….6 years and 6 months and 2 days… it is such a long time…
I am feeling in doubts…….and its not a good thing….
I have another 6 months to clear things before I make the wrong decision.
It is so difficult to explain how I felt I feel heavy, deppressed…..I think I am breaking down….but he doesn’t understand my feelings……He can’t sacrifice for me as he is always thinking for himself first….
Appetite resume to normal June 1, 2009
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Yesterday I was having fever and cough with slight sore throat. Seen dr and obtained medication throughout the whole day didn’t have much appetite only had bread with kaya and porridge.
Today I woke up late with headache must be due to the strong medication but had a good sleep. Then didn’t have much appetite either until now…with my brother’s temptation which I couldn’t resist. He ordered Pizza Hut for dinner….mmm…
That’s our dinner…I haven’t even had a bite yet, busy blogging…
Brother’s curry zazzle rice seems delicious as he just chomped away. haha…
I just had a bite of garlic bread and my appetite seems to be deminishing….
