Failure March 23, 2009
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I have failed today for once. Am very depressed for failing which I have not failed before. Sadly but its true, need to face the fact that I have failed for this once. I have to prepare to strive again. This time making sure it will not fail. Its a must to pass.
Simple Happiness~~ March 19, 2009
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Was in my deep thoughts at this very moment browsing through photos in Facebook posted by some friends. Realizing that I am thanking god for letting me found you my precious that fulfilled my once emptied life. Thinking deeply that I have found someone meant for me and really loves me for who I am and not for what I am. Somehow he doesn’t care whetherI am fat or thin….doesn’t mind if I am pretty or ugly……doesn’t mind if I have bad tempers…doesn’t mind me nagging at him….doesn’t mind me bugging him….doesn’t mind waiting for me continuous for 3 whole hours….doesn’t mind sacrificing for me….doesn’t mind driving me back to KL from SG….I am blessed to have him with me. A true man of my life. Those past were nothing like him. I must treasure him so I shall tell him how I felt now.
Trained to be immuned March 19, 2009
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“Perhaps being trained to be immuned to it”, is all I can say. Sometimes it may seems like we aren’t fighting for what we should, maybe perhaps it isn’t the right place to raise out, isn’t the right person to discuss with, isn’t in the right position to suggest, doesn’t have the enough qualification to argue. It is true one influence will affect the others. Then the sharing is meant to be as we are friends. I believe that’s whats friends are for.
I believe throughout my 3 years training, I am immuned to it and so forth get fed up fighting for my rights. I do understand this attitude cannot be maintain as it is similar to a robot. It is rather difficult to explained it as it is such a long story. Trying my best to perform well.
Do not felt that your influence is bad as it somehow will create new miracle changes.
As for me, I am those kind that live life balance…work is work, personal life is personal life. Once out of working place it is my personal life and I will not want to spend time thinking about it!
Silly you can say but at least I felt stressless.
So shall we plan for more outings together? Miss it so much!!!
Hidden Memories March 14, 2009
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I wonder how unique one’s brain is with all the nerve sending impulses to each other. One’s brain is so complex with all different functions at different part. Memories that kept in our brain. How many space is there in our brain? How much can a brain store?
Sometimes I am proud of God’s creation to such a beautiful thing. At times I felt why do I have such good memories about everything that ever happen throughout my life. Sometimes it hurts knowing that I am the only one remembering so many things that has happened before. At times these memories hurts me deeply. Wanting to erase those memories but it’s a brain and not a computer cpu whereby with just a click of delete and there goes *poff*.
I thought I could face it but I guess I am still not prepared to face it. I guess I have still unable to let go of it. I have made the wrong step thinking I am strong enough to face it but the truth is I AM NOT!
Every little tiny things reminds me of it. At times I wonder why is the brain so heartless. When it’s lost it treasures it in the memories when it’s around it will never treasure or even think about it. It is such a complex process.
How I wish there is a delete function….
Brain injury….*laughing*….I think I am going crazy.
I was always searching for the brightest stars even though I am always being with you at that moment……There you are….
