Wedding dress dreams June 14, 2009
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I just had a good rest after my night shift, had a migraine in the morning so my plans for today was all messed up. Didn’t manage to go to PC Show at Suntec CC but spent sometime browsing through the web for wedding dress. i found a few that I adore.
There is this one I fell in love with it on my first lay
This dress is so unique. I really hope to be able to find this dress for my wedding, else will have to have it tailor out. I heard tailoring at Guangzhou is cheap.
This one is the other one that I adore, look at the patterns on the top its simple and unique. Outstanding. Then look at thee flow of the dress…it makes the bride look so princess like and gorgeous.
This one is simple one but I like the bottom of the dress it looks unique… simple and nice.
Lastly but not least….I love this dress a lot…the pattern is so attractive, just nice not too many pattern. Wish I could find this dress too…Dress hunting starts!
The song I chose for my wedding entrance… June 9, 2009
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I chose this song as the song for my wedding dinner entrance. As my fiance is not a christian, I can’t get marry in church. We have agreed to have this song along with my father bringing me into the hall handing me to him just like in the church to fulfill my dream.
I love you, the love of my life
I need you, our love is right
I’ve found the one that my soul loves
No other love means so much
I prayed to my God for a heart to keep
He gave me the one, He knew my needs
Over and over this love is sweet
I recognize the joy that makes our love complete
God gave you to me
You’re the one I prayed for long ago
Fearless trust I never thought I’d know
I’ve found the answer to my dreams
My eyes were opened to love’s mystery
I prayed to my God for a heart to keep
He gave me the one, He knew my needs
Over and over this love is sweet
I recognize the joy that makes our love complete
God gave you to me
The love of my life…
I love you, the love of my life
I need you, our love is right
I’ve found the one that my soul loves
No other heart gives so much
God gave you to me
You’re the one I love
You are the love of my life
Sudden depression June 9, 2009
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I start to think whether am I making the right decision. Is this how I want my life to be? Is he the right person to share my life with?
From the view of outsider, we seems to be like a happy couple and the best couple. Are we really happy deep down, only both of us know.
Sudden low mood has drove me into my deep thoughts. Should I ask for something more that I should have? Rather than just thinking all for him.
It’s true my closest friend once said I am always doing and thinking just for him, but does it worth? I answered her it worth as he loves for me alot. Her reply if it worth he wouldn’t want you to be doing it all by yourself.
It strike me in deep thought that why am I doing all these for him, LOVE…..why am I always putting him in the priority rather than myself? Why do I sacrifice everything for him? LOVE….
Sometimes I felt rather tiring, repeating all over again, explaining to him over and over again. Still he doesn’t get it. He feels its something silly to think over it. It doesn’t need to spend so much time to think over it as tomorrow a brand new day and everything will be just fine as it is. Do not need to waste energy or time on it to make things better.
I was thinking….6 years and 6 months and 2 days… it is such a long time…
I am feeling in doubts…….and its not a good thing….
I have another 6 months to clear things before I make the wrong decision.
It is so difficult to explain how I felt I feel heavy, deppressed…..I think I am breaking down….but he doesn’t understand my feelings……He can’t sacrifice for me as he is always thinking for himself first….
Appetite resume to normal June 1, 2009
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Yesterday I was having fever and cough with slight sore throat. Seen dr and obtained medication throughout the whole day didn’t have much appetite only had bread with kaya and porridge.
Today I woke up late with headache must be due to the strong medication but had a good sleep. Then didn’t have much appetite either until now…with my brother’s temptation which I couldn’t resist. He ordered Pizza Hut for dinner….mmm…
That’s our dinner…I haven’t even had a bite yet, busy blogging…
Brother’s curry zazzle rice seems delicious as he just chomped away. haha…
I just had a bite of garlic bread and my appetite seems to be deminishing….
Moments of remembrance May 31, 2009
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Last week was back at home town and had spent lots of time with my fiance and even discussed about our wedding plans. So it is fixed that we will apply on September for our registration to be on next year January 7th the day we got together. Was very excited about it, then our traditional ceremony will only be held the following year due to superstitious matter. Have to follow what the elderly adviced as if misfortune happens then I am to be blame, so to prevent such things happen delay another 4 months from the actual plan we had.
During my holiday, Kim Fei brought me to those restaurant that I wanted to try before I came to Singapore. He said I have got thinner than he previously saw me a month ago, so he wants to mke me gain more weight.
We went to Little Taiwan at ss15 opposite Taylor’s college for lunch…
It was nice but a little disappointment thinking it will be like that Little Taiwan restaurant that I remembered I used to go with my high school buddy at ss2, that one is even better. Misses those time lots, especially the food of course! haha..
Then we actually went to Frontera Bar and Grill at Jaya One as one of my friend told me to go there and try the food, so Kim Fei brought me there at the same time had drinks with his friends.
To remember where we park our car in case we forgot…haha
Was so hungry and last minute capture the photo
My darling’s dish – Beef rib, it was so juicy and soft AND HUGE! He couldn’t finish it up at first but its so tasty at last yumm everything into the stomach…
My dish – fried steak. Have never tried fried steak before besides those grilled ones. It was delicious as the texture of the beef wasn’t rough and hard, instead juicy and tender worth a try, I love the mashed potato somehow its different from Chilis and TGIF.
We had a great dinner that night, filling dinner and satisfied!
After eating and sleeping for the past 1 week finally 2kg which my darling was quite satisffied with the result of filling me up…haha…
Home Sweet Home May 19, 2009
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Finally a week to spend at home with my family. At the same time my sister came back from U.K., so we spend so much time together.
Yesterday we went to ss2 night market it has been so long since I been to the night market. We went to Wong Kok Char Chan Teng for dinner.
I had Guava Lime Juice, the Chocolate milk shake was my sister’s.
This photo is taken by my dearest fiance….my perfect photographer.
Then we went for a walk at the night market. Sister was craving for bubble tea, haha its been such a long time since she had it. At the same time my cousin brother is coming back today with his junior, can’t wait to meet the little junior JenSen.
That’s yesterday….
Today, mom bought me Lam Mee from Pudu wet market the famous Lam Mee. Mom will be cooking dinner tonight, yum yum can’t wait for it.
A lonely walk May 14, 2009
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Yesterday was by sleeping day after my night duty, so came back around 11am and quickly do my house work. Then went to Jurong Point to buy the sandal that my mom asked me to buy on her previous trip down but unfortunately out of stock so mom is going to kill me when I go home next week. Then I went to have a quick lunch, I had okonomiyaki, my favourite.
I was sitting on the table number 19.
Delicious okonomiyaki, I didn’t manage to finish it up as I don’t have much appetitte to eat. Then I went to West Mall to get a cardigan that I spotted but then when I tried it on, it doesn’t seems to look nice on me, so I gave up and bought some dinner and went back home to rest.
Today I went to Bugis street to check out those clothings on sale for 10dollar each that I saw during my dear dear came down to visit me last few weeks. I bought a few clothes especially a cardigan that I wanted. Bought a maxi dress too, hope its nice on me.
I had Yoshinoya for lunch, it was such a long time since I had it.
It was a delicious lunch. I bought for my brother for lunch and dinner. Lazy to go out again once I am at home.
So that’s my day today, tomorrow back to work. Listening to radio Class95, Gloria Estefan feat N’sync on air, my favourite song.
Lonely night May 3, 2009
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Standing at the balcony looking upon the sky,
Feeling the breeze of cool air on my skin,
Wishing you were here to warm me up,
Hiding in your warm body feeling secure,
Looking upon the clear blue sky,
My thoughts are so cold and blank,
Knowing that I miss you dearly,
Trying to reminisce those precious moments,
Listenning to the quiet night,
Feeling my heart beating,
undescribeable aching feeling from deep inside,
Longing for you to be right next to me.
Visit from my dearest fiance May 3, 2009
Posted by Sheryl in My love.Tags: egg mushroom prata, Haw Par Villa, teh tarik
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Due to the swine flu I have decided not to go back hometown even though I have bought the tickets so my dearest came down to visit me instead.
We went to visit around and shop around too.
On Friday, early in the morning we went to mamak to have our breakfast. I had mee bakso and Kim Fei had mushroom and egg prata double with teh tarik. Then I spotted this real cute black cat.
Then we went to Haw Par Village since my brother recommend us to have a visit there. It was tiring and sweaty due to the sunny weather. But then we had fun learning the 10 courts of hell which we need to pay SGD1 for entry. We captured all the courts photo. Some was really scary when we read it…..
After Haw Par Villa, we went to Bugis street to walk around but it was so crowded so we didn’t manage to buy anything but it was on sale as every clothes was 10dollar per piece. Should have brought See Mun here, she will sure buy lots! Then we went to have tea time at this Japanese Cafe, we had pizza and a sushi.
Then we make our move to Orchard Road for shopping, then I was searching for John Little and we walked and walked and walked and found out we have went to the wrong direction the opposite direction and so far away. Luckily we saw a bus stand and quickly get on the bus to go to Somerset Road and ‘ta da’ we found it!At Isetan, there was this Timberland sale, so Kim Fei spotted this white leather shoe for 99dollar which I felt it was a catch, so we quickly got it. Then we walked around and went up to food court to get dinner for my brother as usual Subway, then we went to this restaurant just beside Isetan and had the beef stew in red wine with some handmade breads and also the seafood pasta. It was great. After an exhausted day we took a cab home.
The very next day, woke up slightly later due to yesterday long walk. Then we had fish ball noodle at the shop next block. Then here we go again…we wanted to go to Vivo at first but then my shoe hurts and so we went to Queensway to buy my shoe. Then i bought one for my brother too but at the end of day brother said he doesn’t like the design so i gave it to Kim Fei as Kim Fei actually like that design but in red band but that red band was out of stock so this one was the black band since brother doesn’t want it so Kim Fei will have it as its a waste to be there and not worn.
After buying my croc shoe, we went to China Town to walk around. We had dessert
The grass jelly with ice, durian in sticky rice, black sesame paste. Yum yum…
After dessert we decided to go to Jurong Point to shop for some groceries and household usage while waiting for 5.30pm to come. Why? For the Japanese buffet!! We had it with greedy stomach. Haha…we were so bloated up and we were so hungry that we didn’t capture any photo.
We had such a great time. Fun time!!
Just beside but still missing May 3, 2009
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Having you beside me was all I am thinking of in the past few weeks. Your warmnest is keeping me warm from the cold room. Everyone is sound asleep except me adoring you in your deep sleep. The snore that I have not been hearing for few weeks. I am starting to feel the aching feeling of love sick. You are right next to me but yet I am missing you already. Once again tomorrow we will be far away from each other. Wondering when will be the next return trip. Whispering into your ears telling you how much I will be missing you and I will look at you sleeping till you wake up, I do not want to miss the time being with you as time flew by like wind while we are in our dreamland.
